| Saturday, September 17, 2005 |
| hiz.. one wk up i cum and write again.. tis wk huh nothing much happen lar... but den tis wk got alot of gd news... first i finally start revision.. hope not too late... second results take bac was gd i improve alot... but den noe mus keep improving... to go to B2 dats where i wana go... hope can enter... finally pass my eng sooo hapi... den finally something besides sch.. i got into my dance sch concert... first time performing veri hapi... tis wk busy wif piano tooo.... every time cum bac den go piano .. veri sianzzz daes are pasting veri fast... goin to end of year... goin to separate... i wil miss 2e3 alot... wats a world without them... all gals and guys in 2e3 are nice.. onli they express differently... i wana thanks 2e3... u all make mi feel veri welcome... i thought i will be left out as u all hav noe each other for two years.. but instead u all lighten up my life... 2e3 tells mi dat besides study sch can be a place for fun too.. thanks alot 2e3... i love u all.... now... towards miself... i veri sad these few daes... trying to tink hu am i and wat am i supposed to be.. i change alot till i dont noe hu i am becoming... sometime i am crazy but simple minded.. but sometime i tink veri deeply and remain silent... i had always wanted to be a person hu jus care jus care for other but not miself but ppl told mi tis is unhealthy way of tinking... last time when i c ppl hapi i will be hapi but when i c them cry i will cry too... even dat ppl is jus mi schoolmates or classmates... but den tis yr i decicded to change to hav fun in mi life to be veri hapi wif anything to enjoy.. but i dont seem to enjoy instead tinking y i did dat and stuff.. i began to hurt lots of ppl feeling esp mi family... but i dont mean too.. reali... for those i hav hurt ur feeling i sae sori to u... so now i am reali confused... jus lik waat i wrote in mi msn nick... "lost in my own world" hope dat prob will be solved and daes will be better and better.... |