| Thursday, June 01, 2006 |
| haixxx.... tis week abit sianxx.... all i do is revision and lookin through blog..... i look around found out something.... everybody will had a point of time that they are soooo down... that dey wana die or alreadi lose themselves.... haixx... i understand how dey feel but i cant an wei them.... i miself oso hav tis feelin... i hav always been a loner ... but i dun wan tis... i will feel veri painful.... all alone all dae.... yeh too mani ppl or teacher tinks i m cheerful... but to miself i m not... i did a test on the web... i was 38% happi... i tink it is quite true... haixxx.... dunnoe lar.... i jus hope i will be hapi and optimistic lik last tym again... (i mean when i was lik p3 dat tym).... i dunwan to grow up.... haixx... i dun feel well.... vomit all dae... eat den vomit... now i writin tis oso feel lik vomitin... may eat too much ba chang ler... oh yea.... change blog song.... luv tis song alot.... it links to mi quite alot... *I could live on loving you* |