| Wednesday, July 12, 2006 |
| haixxx.... sad week.... i dunnoe wat to do.... haixxx... whole wk everthing is sad.... family and friends prob alll cum... sometimes studies too.... y ... y tis happpen ... wat i hav done wrong.... alll mi life .... i knew i did not exist... realli i felicia heng nvr exist in tis whole.... haixxx.... i am tooo tired to carry on... carry on a life dats sooo tough.... i realli dunnoe wat to do every now and then... i break down... almost becumin insane... when i am sad no one knows.... when i am angry.... no one cares..... when i am happi no one to share.... not even mi family... wat kind of life is tis... isolation... yup maybe...y... i am fated to be lonely all the way through.... pri sch is lik dat sec sch oso... i am tired of being alone.... i dunwan to go through mi life alone... wat hav i done wrong... y am i faaated to tis life... mi bro all had mani caring and gd friends but mi ... i realli dunnoe.... i dunnoe hu to trust... i dunnoe hu to look... now... i realli wish i can sleep 4eva and nvr wake up... so i would nvr eva nid to face tis again.... I NVR EXIST IN TIS WORLD.... *waiting for u* |