Friday, March 09, 2007 |
Sorry... last few wks or mths... i had not update... cos mi internet is down.... so shit lar.... haixxx... recently mani things happen.... mainly bad lar.... haixxx.... anyway thoes are long over..... haixxx.... tis wk i realli dun feel well... be it physically...mentally...or emotionally... haixxx.... ytd the prize givin was lik shit.... i and my partners screwded up lik shit lar.... haixxx... i hate mi self.... i feel so useless.... a sec 4 ler still dunnoe how to stay cum when sth crops up..... haixxxx.... demote mi to sec 1 lar.... i dun deserve to be a sec 4.... haixxx..... i dunnoe lar.... too confused ler.... now hope dat the prob will be solve.... i realli hope.... if not i will go berserk again.... guess todae wun hav mood to study ler.... lit test ... haixxx.... fail it lar..... lose my ability to smile |