| Sunday, April 27, 2008 |
| A week past.... back to blogging.... k this week is a very busy week for me.... with musical rehearsals, piano pratices and plenty of tests.... sian.... how am i able to cope....going to go bonkers soon.... yea... got to apologise for my recent crazy as well as insensitive behaviour.... recently been talking and behaving without going through the process of thinking... i am very sorry.... i also find out that ever since i come to jc.... i became a very different person.... erm one who is more outspoken bah.... but then i really do not know if this is a good thing....sian.... i am very confused..... yea.... recently i had been thinking about whether to quit ballet dance... jc life is hectic.... and for now i already cant cope with it.... though now only have tests... but all the tests result are not what I expected... i am not so sure if it i because i had too much external enrichment courses or that the musical is rehearsals are taking up my time till i have no time for study... i am realli not sure... i guess i will hold on to this thought until musical is over.... last lap for musical ler.... haha.... i have mixed feelings about the last lap... happy that the day will soon come so that later i can focus on studies.... sad that the J2 will be leaving after the musical.... afraid that i willl screw up on that day.... haha.... so for now i will strive hard to train my dance(but i got no time :( ...) sian.... haha... oh yea... my com crashed liao... now using bro's laptop... dunnoe who go send virus to my com... sian lor... realli feel like scolding ppl who created virus... sian... but wat to do... i scold liao my com also wun be repair.... sian lar.... had a little argument with her lately... becos of sth.... i now lose trust from her... sian lar... now i am trying hard to get her trust back.... but it going to take awhile.... sometime i realli wish she will support me more... i know she care.... but sian.... |