| Tuesday, June 17, 2008 |
| haha... just back from dental appointment... it has been 3 years since i visited a dentist... haha... anyway dental appointment was quick... one of my big tooth has a big hole so need to do some fillings... haha... erm it was quick but kinda pain... bleed quite alot... the dentist ask me to bite some soft tissue thingy to clean the blood... when he took out the whole tissue was filled with blood lor... haha... anyway just happy its over... sian cant eat tough meat for one day.... oh yea... my family celebrated father's day with dilys' family on sunday... haha... went to saf yatch club to eat and then karoking down there too... haha... that day i was super sick... cant finish the "minty" lamb chop i ordered... did not have appetitie plus it is so oily... haha... anyway keep sneezing.... don't know how many tissue i use ler lor... haha... after the great dinner... we went to chang K... haha... K time was awesome... the whole lounge was just only us... haha.... so cool lor.... a great situation cause this two family can go high and craze liao... haha... anyway i found a spot under the light so i feel warm under the super cold aircon... haha... that time the karoke was randomly playing song.... just as i settled down... i heard that song... and memories back in my mind... my mum handed me the mic ask me to sing... somehow i could not sing instead i went emo and tears was in my eyes.... after that song i went outside to take a breeze... stablise my feelings then wentback in again... haha... this time my bro requested a happy song to sing...haha... anyway time spent was super fun... though i was sick but i went siao tooo... accompany my dad and bro on singing without mic.... haha actually it is shouting .... haha... oh yea my bro and i wanted to sing "superwoman" haha but half of the time we don't know how to sing... haha.... kept laughing throughout... i played pool with bro too but i lose lar... no skills of cos lose mah... haha... oh yea my bros and i presented the present to our #1 dad too... haha... it is a watch.... hope he like it... yesterday i receive a bad news from cass... one of zhss history teacher had passed away on sunday.... he had liver infection and was suppose to take treatment but postponed it due to mid yrs.... i felt so sad after receiving the news... though he had never taught me before but he was a good teacher as my friends had said so.... he may be fierce sometimes but he meant well... rest in peace , mr tan.... life is so fragile... thinking of this i wondered about my past thoughts on life.... when i was very young, i actually thought of commiting suicide.... then whenever i felt lost in life.... i would stress myself up by running and running and not stop even when i was breathless,knowing i would si kong anytime.... thats how stupid i was in the past... maybe because i was a child then... anyway death is something no one can avoid.... so one must cherish their life more... living it meaningfully .... i am now trying real hard to do so... oping i will accomplish it asap... and sustain it... recently something amusing is happening... haha... there is a black cat living near the carpark where my house is.... i don't know if i was the one that is special or the black cat is special... cause it will only mew at me... erm when dad and me walked past it.... it did not mew at my dad but me.... then the other time was with my bro and mum... the cat also responded in the same way.... haha.... people say a black cat meant unlucky... so does that mean i will unlucky too... haha... k i shall not be supertitious.... haha.... oh yea... started on revision yesterday... it is like finally... haha... anyway... i found out that i don't know how to do maths... haa.... so stress.... past few days... i felt that there is like a pile of "knowledge" in front of me.... i dun know where and how to begin to digest it all... and keep it in my mind... so lost.....i really hope i can do well ofr mids yrs... k anyway got to go study again ler cya.... Labels: `unforgotten memories.... |