| Saturday, August 30, 2008 |
| It is the start of sep holiday… haha… but for students… it is just holiday-in-name… haha…. Anyway yesterday was teacher’s day…. This year, the concert did not seems so good yea… erm my dance team one was quite ok…. Sian I made mistake here and there… then late was my solo dance with Christopher playing the guitar and Siara singing… I was super embarrassed lar… did not dance good at all lor…. Though many of my friends say it was ok…. Thanks for the complement gals… though to me it was not good at all… erm maybe I had a high expectation for myself bah… like I always do… haha…. Anyway after all these I went to meet sec sch friends… went there late so waited outside the mrt station for them… haha…. erm saw sherry, pm, huiying, pris, careen, cass, zoey, wan zhen, cinny, xinyi, val, clement, ian, johnathan, kai wai and jk… haha… went to orchard and eat at fish and co. haha… my first time at fish and co. haha… erm not a good experience… very very luan and slow service… haha… anyway eat and talk a lot… then took some pics… and then we went separate ways… my and my friends went to window-shop at ps… but I was so tired I just kept yawning… sian… haha… not long ago just came ps… I think I went ps quite often tis year… haha… anyway for a while I went back ler… Then went to yishun for piano testing… the place so ulu lor… then went to amk hub watch “money not enough 2”… hilarious cum touching… I cried at the end part… it is a very nice movie… haha… should go watch….haha… after the movie… I found out I lost my hp… super scared I went back cinema to check… luckily it was there… then when in taxi … I thought I lost my wallet… check my bag again I cant find… then my old illness was back again…. Because of that my bro and mum quarreled… so sorry bro made u scolded by mum…. But luckily my mum found my wallet in the end… thanks mum... Sian I think I will not tell u my illness and explain to you anymore… cause I know you will not be able to fully understand this illness of mine… for many years, I know you care but you do not show it directly by encouragement which I really needed… and most importantly now… I am afraid if i tell you anything... i will expect something from you... so it will be better if i do not tell and thus, expecting anything.... I do not blame you for anything… I do not want you to change just to suit me... I just do not wish anymore people, especially someone I truly care and love to worry about me anymore… sorry and I hope you will understand… so sorry.... Labels: `unlocking my heart, taking you away.... |