Friday, September 26, 2008 |
2nd last paper done today so decided to blog…. Haha… anyway the last paper is just bio MCQ… but I am determined to score super well… hopefully full marks… Anyway… a little update on what I have done these few weeks… erm… I was “studying” lor… haha… I cant say I did not study… I did but it was not effective… cause I cant seems to remember and do the exams… ahhh…. Anyway now the worst is maths test… after math test… I just felt like dying…. i do not know if I was stress out… but I was shivering while doing the test paper… I can say it was not due to the air con… cause while shivering, I was sweating as well… I feel warm… so why am I shivering… guess I was just stress out and because of this... many qus was not attempt…. Sianx…. Chem… did not mange to finish too… sian I know how to do but just no time… sian… doing chem… was like being chased by a bull… running like nobody business… rushing like mad…. Sian… Bio… wasted… what I memorise came out for essay… but because spent too much time on structured qus… wasted 20 marks juat like that... and yeah I actually forgot how to nucleus … ahhh… so now the best paper attempt is chi followed by gp then econs… hope these three papers can make my day when I received the results back…haha… haix… after every paper… I felt like all my energy is drained… a little dizzy… and super blur… I have never felt like this…. Now I really hope that I can pass promos… though things seem very bleak… but hope is all I can do now… All along in my life, I tried not to make any enemies. However, in the process of trying, I had made one and it had affect my life ever since. It is “time”. Ever since primary five, time killed me. From then on, I started to burn midnight oil because I have difficulty to complete my work or either not enough time to study. During secondary 2, I had turn into owl sleep late like 11pm and wake up early (like 3am) for some certain reason. Now, in junior college, things became worse. My average daily sleep time is 4 hours. Please it is not even up to 6 hours. Since secondary school, I have not completed my exam papers, especially for lit papers. The reason is simple. I lack of time management. Time become my greatest enemy. Ever since I knew it, I wanted to befriend with him but I can’t seems to. Till now, I am still trying. Hopefully I can befriend with time again. change song to "Here without you"... haha... i think it is quite nice... the lyrics is very real...haha... now for some pics.... Labels: `unexpressed feelings... |