| Friday, October 17, 2008 |
| This week have been very emo to me… Monday was the day when all J1s know how they fare for promo alone… though not very scary but still it can project fear on many people… for me… there is a certain level… anyway here are my results… not very promising… GP – S Chi – D Maths (H2) – E Chem (H2) – E Bio (H2) – C Econs (H1) – S Erm I calculate my rank points…. It is 41… ask two of my seniors… both say sure can promote plus both congrats me… huh… but then I am thinking… my term 3 results all U leh… sian… don’t know lar… now I am living a life full of uncertainty… only till next week… then I can be truly relieved… sian… principal say got 4 groups…First – Congrats, you are promoted… Second – Erm you are there, so you have to take a re-exam… Third – Sorry, you are far off so you will be retaining… Forth – Sorry, you are far off and not able to retain…I am so afraid I will be in group 2… yea… haha… anyway had a bet with Samuel… he say I confirm promote if not he will treat me bubble tea plus plus plus… haha… though I do not like losing a bet… but I hope I do this time…. Oh yea… from now on… I decided to study real hard… erm though last minute work does work on me… tested it twice for olvl and promo… but it really drained my brain a lot… thus I still believe that consistent work is important… for now… I will concentrate on Chinese… planned to ace it… jia you me… haha… for pw… sian… till now Wr is not done… till now still got new ideas to put in… sian hope we can do it well… jia you my team… haha… for OP we will be the last… so not that bad… plus I have confidence with my group members oral skills… haha…. Today is J2 grad day… not sure why… but today just felt super emo… seeing them makes me remember of my sec 4 grad day… make me remember my secondary school days… k I am a very “nian jiu” girl… also… I am thinking… in years to come… I will face the same thing again… sitting as a class with CT talking to us…. Last day of cam-whoring…. Why must we farewell and say goodbye… sad… though I do not know lots of the J2s… I will miss them a lot… I will surely miss all my senior dancers… Good luck to all of u for your As… Endure for this final lap of your race in JC… jia you… :) …. Hope all of you can go into the course you want in uni… I guess it is time for me to move on ler… living in fantasy is not a good idea… I should just forget it all and move on… since things ain’t possible… though I truly hope that there is something I can do… but then I realize… for now… I better give up… no point living in a world of fantasy… I just hope I can end it well… not like the previous… Hope so… Time and tide waits for no one Once opportunity is gone It never comes back So grab that chance And cherish it well Before it turn into regret That will forever be in your heart Labels: ` Not fated to be with you… |