| Sunday, February 08, 2009 |
| long time no blog... have been very busy and stress up lately... it is only first month of school... but i am feeling the stress ler... though work load seems to be lesser than J1... but lesson are so packed that u do not get much break to help to complete homework... and lesson end so late ... by the time i get home... i am too tired to do anything... sian... this call for greater need of time management which is what i am very weak in... sian... also i need to monitor my stress level... health isn't good ler.. if i get too stress, my body might just break down... haha... so fel must remain calm and happy.... this year, i really wish my family members will understand my needs... hoping that they will support my decision... if i made any very wrong choice... talk to me like having a discussion... i can forsee that this year my chances of having emotional break down will be greater and more frequent... i really hope and wish not to be sandwiched in between anymore... my cous told me that in order to break free i need to rebel... but i don't think this is a good way... i do not want my parents to ignore me totally too... maybe you may say i am not ready to be free... but i just feel that rebelling is not a good way... it is tiring too... but till now i am finding a better way... hope i can the answer soon.... anyway... on a happier tone... first five days of acad orientation end... haha.. c7 is great... love them lots... haha happy to see them bonded together... but very sad that they had to split up soon... sian... hope that next week we can get together and take a group pic... haha... Labels: `loving u in secret... |