| Friday, March 13, 2009 |
| Common test are over…. Glad that it is over… but fear of getting the results now… I know I did not really study for this common test… did not have the mood actually… haix… but I promise myself not to let the same thing happen for mid years ler… I must work hard…. Recently… some personal problem arise…. Though I try to keep my emotions aside and stay focus… I cannot really do so… felt lost… did not know what should I do… but after the long ride home yesterday… I decided I really should let it go… I really should just stop thinking of it… I should divert all these hopeless to my strength for studying… instead on pondering a problem that cannot solve in the near future... why not I work on something more practical… like getting myself to a uni… getting to a course I want… I really do not want to feel regret…. Haix… but I really dunnoe what wrong with my life… for PSLE year, Olvl year and now As… I have to face the same prob…. I really wish I can wake up and pull myself up much earlier this year… much earlier than two years ago… To all my friends… thanks for adding joy to my life these few weeks… really appreciate… haha… sorry never share much with u all… but I believe I can settle on my own and this kind of prob is better if I deal it by myself…. Anyway thanks for all the support… laughter… and fun times…. Lastly this is something I wrote long ago… decided to put it up now…it is something I felt last year… I will always love you No matter what Even if you love another girl My heart will always be you I will always be your guardian angel Protecting you from afar Standing by you everytime I will continue loving you Thinking of you every hour Missing you every minute Worried about you every second This is how much I love you Seeing you with another girl Breaks my heart But i will never break yours Only give you all blessings to you This is how much I love you That a love called sacrifice That why I decided To protect you from afar To support you anytime Showing how much I love you But this year i decide to... Labels: `keep u as a memory..... |