| Sunday, March 01, 2009 |
| life has been normal but fast pace these days... normal in the sense that nothing much really happen... however, days are passing very fast... studies are going on in a fast pace too.... because of many recent activities i took part.... it's been tough for me to catch up... moreover, i had somehow lose my motivation to study recently... not only studies... practically lose motvation to do anything... to work hard to achieve something... how come fel turn out like this... i really do not know... anyway had a great cry after got scolded by instructor for not dancing well... i know that and it is all due to not enough practise... sorry mr dan.... i will practise harder and improve next time... however... i cry not because he scolded me... but cause of the stress level i have from work... the inability to have the motivation to study... to even try to do so... i kept wondering where did the old fel go... has she disappear... has the workaholic fel left.... i really wish she will come back... i terrbily need her this year... someother things has somehow bother me recently... and i hope that these thoughts will be gone... or at lest be kept deep in my brain till As are over... lastly, thanks to all friends and juniors for comforting me and support me... Labels: `hope to see you again... |